If all I had to do was apologize to your mom to get you back in my life, I would've already done it. I know that there's a lot about this situation that you don't understand, but I can't let your mom back into my life. She, along with a few other people, are still trying to make my life a living hell. I had to change my cell phone number in order to protect myself from them. They have made threats to kill me and to physically hurt me. They are trying to push me to use drugs again, but I'm not going to do it. I'm 42 days CLEAN today, and I'm doing everything in my power to make sure I stay clean. Not an hour of any day goes by that I don't think of you and how much I miss you. I would give almost anything to have you back in my life, but I can't give up my sobriety, and that's what I would be risking to talk to your mom. I'm so sorry that you're having to hang around people that you told me you didn't like. I wish so much that I could just take back everything that I did wrong and start over, but unfortunately life doesn't work that way. Sometimes things don't go your way even when you're making the right choices. I lost my house last week. I'm having to find a place to move to, and it sucks. But I'm going to be alright. I'm not going to use drugs or alcohol to make myself feel better about it. I don't want to lose you McKenzie, and I have no idea what I can do to get you back, but I'm working on making myself a better person in hopes that you won't give up on me. I love you more than you could ever imagine, and always will.

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"We all know that Art is not truth. Art is a lie that makes us realize truth, at least the truth that is given us to understand. The artist must know the manner whereby to convince others of the truthfulness of his lies." ~Pablo Picasso